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This…
It made me tear up because it’s so fucking true.

This…

It made me tear up because it’s so fucking true.

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Basically my life always.

lets-fly-away-somewhere:

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Basically my life always.

Literally my life right now. ._.

I love these two.

I love these two.

Hello lovies <3

Hello everyone.

I know I’m not on much anymore, but I will be back on to post periodically like I am right now. 

An update on myself:

I’m in my sorority Delta Phi Epsilon and these women have really changed my life so much. They’ve made me stronger and become more like the person I truly want to be. There’s still a bit of tweaking to be done, but I think I’m doing a hell of a lot better than I was last year.

I’ve been clean from self harm for 7 months now and this is the second longest amount of time I’ve been clean. I still get the urges when I’m stressed, but I’ve learned to cope with them and make them into something better. 

My grades are better this semester and I also got a little! In sororites, you can get a little sister to take care of and you are her big sister. Her and I are so extremely close and she’s helped me as well. I’ve also gotten closer to my big and we’ve developed a wonderful relationship. 

I’m also a pescetarian now, I have been for almost 2 months now. It’s a wonderful lifestyle change and my weight has leveled out so I’m not as paranoid anymore. And I also don’t have too many relapses anymore as well. 

I’ve met so many wonderful people, and have become more in tune with myself as a person and what I need in life. I fully understand now that I am half introverted and half extroverted, so it’s important for me to have alone time, as well as time with others; especially my friends. 

I also taught myself how to be more time oriented, and can plan things better than I did before. I know how to juggle many things at the same time instead of getting really stressed. I think I finally learned how to do this because I knew I truly wanted to get better emotionally and mentally. Stress was always the problem behind my relapses and if I was going to juggle 6 classes, my little, my sorority, my job, my other club, and making time for friends, I knew I needed to learn and learn quickly. I ended up having to drop a class because my stress started to overwhelm me a bit, so I’m only in 5 at the moment. But it was a really good decision on my behalf because I knew I wasn’t going to do well. 

Overall, I’ve been getting a lot better, and finally seeing the results I’ve always wanted to see. 

There’s an event on Wednesday that my sorority is supposed to go to, but I’ve decided it wasn’t a good idea because I knew it would cause me to have flashbacks and bad memories. It’s called “Take Back the Night.” I didn’t want to cause mental and emotional pain to myself after I’ve finally been getting better, so I decided it would be better for me to not go to this event. I understand it’s for a good cause, but I need to start paying attention to myself more and if I know I can’t handle it, I won’t push myself to do it. 

So basically, I’ve been learning different ways I can keep myself clean and how to keep myself from getting into a bad place again. I’m not going to lie, it took some time to get to the place I am now. But I’m really glad I finally got here and made the journey. 

I hope all of you see this potential in yourselves and give yourself more credit than you already do. Seriously, this is a fight for your life, and I’ve learned that. I wanted to live without my problems, and I’ve pushed myself so far to get to this place I am right now. 

I know all of you can do this. 

I believe in you <3

molto-bene-on-my-pene:

Is this “Elegant ways to make jello shots”?

Holy shit

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ghostypower:

some cats are different.

some cats make me so happy

THis is adorbs

hes like ‘wuht its just water.’..’see its nothing’

This is so cute!

desilynn27:

the-underground-beauty:

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ghostypower:

some cats are different.

some cats make me so happy

THis is adorbs

hes like ‘wuht its just water.’..’see its nothing’

This is so cute!

WHAT

WHAT

I LOVE this movie!