I’m going to talk about recovery again.
I’m doing a lot better.
I have relapsed, and I’ve actually learned that keeping track of the time has been stressful for me and has actually led me to relapse so I won’t post that here.
I’ve been doing better emotionally and mentally.
Trying to cope better with things and learn ways of becoming more patient with myself and this recovery process.
I’ve learned that I get stressed fairly easily so I have to be careful about certain situations I put myself in and how much pressure I put on myself.
I’ve also learned quite a few other things, but what I’ve come to realize is that if you aren’t happy with something, you change it.
And I really mean that guys.
Do what makes you happy.
And don’t take people’s shit.
You come first before anyone else and your own priorities are first and center.
I know this sounds selfish, but if you don’t take care of yourself then how can you help others. That’s exactly how I’ve been thinking.
I want to help others and I had to focus on myself first.
I love all of you so much. And I want all of you to fight your battles and turn out stronger than you ever thought you could be.
Because you can do it.
And I believe you can.